Lost

How many times have I

contemplated running away from 

the misery of this earth 

to me, it just seems like i’m hellbound

this place crushes all my emotions

that i have left of me 

any source of happiness 

or a link to inspiration and hope 

now, i wonder what to do

because no matter how and

what i try 

I will never forgive myself 

for letting myself be scarred 

or for allowing demons 

to voraciously devour 

the remains of my soul

 

{ a.k }

Heartbreaks

Reminiscing the past

memories filled with both

good and bad

I remembered how much

you used to love me

and in that time

you came close and whispered

in my ear,

“Let’s take on this world together.”

but now, I come back to reality

and now, you are no longer

here in my arms

tears stream down my

face like how raindrops

challenge each other to

race down my

bedroom window

and I curl up

into a ball of emptiness

 

 

us.

interlocked fingers
long tight hugs
days pass by
then comes the
cold breezy nights
I swear I can hear
the sound of our heartbeats
the sound of roaring tides
and now quietened
by our voices
please let it just
be you and me
let it be

us.

{ a.k }